7/17/09 Healing w Nicole, Rain coming home, NM

After my morning activities,  I work on the Miracles Workshop.  I think it's going to be awesome.  David is so amazing and conscientious.  He's coming to the Church at 8:30 to set up his cameras.  We are sooo blessed by his interest in the project.  Well,  now it's his project too.  

Liz and I are very different which is so good,  because we don't want to do the same thing.  We compliment each other.  Liz and David and I are all workers.  

Nicole comes for my third healing.  Dr Pearl says this is the one,  so I don't know what to expect.

We go upstairs and I lie down.  What keeps going through my mind is "Get out of the way."  I tell Nicole that I realize I'm in my way but I'm not sure how to get out of my way.  When we all used to go to Dr S (Network Chiropractor) he wanted drama and most of us did our best to give him drama.  It was fun.  We cried and shouted like Sarah Bernhart.  But it set me up to be outside my reality,  fake,  and that came to me when I was talking to Nicole before the healing

 started.  I hadn't realized that before so maybe it was part of my healing.  

I covered up and closed my eyes.  Nicole began to work on me.  I expected that I'd think up new scenes for my kids story,  but that didn't happen.  Very,  very quietly I watched the energy work and move in different parts of my body.  I heard words,  a teaching.  Afterwards I tried to remember it but couldn't.  Maybe it was for a deeper part of me and not my mind.  Nicole thinks it might come to me at another time.  

I felt my breath deep and normal like when I was very young.  The breath was clear like spring water up in the mountains.  

Well I didn't yet experience the healing that would allow me to walk freely.  But Dr Pearl says that his work doesn't stop when the healer says that the session is over.  I'm think about that.  

I went to NM.  The bank was nice.  Bank Tellers that I know.  They are watching me and hoping with me that one day soon I won't be using the cane,  that I'll be walking like the young dancer that I used to be.

Nature's M is quiet.  MKate doesn't feel well.  She had an allergic reaction,  but to what.  Later we talked and maybe it was to her sisters garden and to carrying fresh herbs from garden to house.  I might have that kind of reaction.  Something started my eczema.  

MKate described the most amazing display in Eunice's garden.  She grows Evening Primroses.  They sleep during the day.  At night the bud come to life,  moving like little animals waking up.  They open and for a short time their vivid yellow color brightens the world.  When the sun rises the next morning the blossoms fall off and are gone.  Wow.  

I work with some interesting customers.  Then I tired and glad to be going home.  I shouldn't go to B town tomorrow.  I'm still sneezing.  Healing is hard work even though it may not seem so.