5/15/09 Teaching/ NM

Well.  I spoke to Dr Fishers nurse.  She was very supportive of my decision to put off surgery.  She thinks that if I lose weight and get into better shape that the surgery will be easier on me and the recovery better.  Also if I'm not worried about Luke that will help as well.  And he IS getting better.  

So I have a new time period to work on myself.  Step one: I'm working on my diet.  I got some nutrients to get me started-- GLA and ClA.  More on these later.  

I taught a lesson over the phone.  We talked about the need to intertwine the practices into daily life.  This student does well.  She might have a hard week,  but she is able to lift herself shortly.  I'm proud of her.

All along now,  I am working with the memory of my xray and what lies ahead.  I have to do my part to create my new life.  But ---- somewhere inside is the visionary that still believes that a miracle could come about.  That I could have my dream of perfect healing.

I went to NM.  I am a little tired from yesterday's late night-- but happy to be at work.  There is a box to work through,  only one,  but the fun kind.  Greg loves my aloe plant.  He'll take care of it and give me a small shoot,  which I'll be able to handle.  

The evening flies by.