Outside the window it's a grey day.  It will rain.  The grass looking up at me accusingly.  Will you take care of me this year.  I am uncomfortable.  I want to but how?  Luke and I don't do it yourselves. 

I get most of my morning routine done.  I got to Dr K's on time, but I must say they have given me the latest possible time.  Amy,  receptionist and mother of AJ,  told me that I had just missed the woman who had the surgery that I am looking at.  I was sure that she was a lot younger than I am.  She's older and she had to have two surgeries.  I'd only be having one.  Amy helped me make an appointment in two weeks at the same time as this woman.  I feel weird to walk without a cane and to be pain free.  Wow!  

I got the usual Chai Latte.  My big treat.  

At home I rested and tried to get some work done.  I was more tired than I want to be.  Honestly I got to bed too late last night.  So tonight I have to do better.  

The weather went from spring warm to winter cold.  I'm glad I wore my coat and socks.

Natures market was fun as usual.  I like to sit in the back and check in products.  It's peaceful like a meditation.  So K always tells me it's Christmas when a lot of packages come in.  I helped a few customers and didn't get tired until almost the end of the work day.  BUT don't forget to get in bed earlier than 1:30 pm.

Concersation to think about.  One of my students was sad because of a family matter that wasn't going her way.  I thought.  In the end,  it's often not what you do or don't do.  Often,  it's the will of God .  You can do your best and not win,  and you can do a moderate job and win???  So why not give it all to God.  You'd be happier and wouldn't have so much to worry about.