We got up late today.  Sometimes that's nice.  

A frosty silver morning.  The sun looked unreal, frosted over itself.  I've been realizing that my bedroom window is a varied world.  Interesting and evocative.  

I used a new shampoo today.  A healthy shampoo with no chemicals.  My hair really did look smoother.  And with hair like mine,  that's a miracle.  

I got some work done on my secret project.  It's going very well.  But, I'm having an inner fight with myself.  I feel angry with the people who wouldn't help. ( people that I think SHOULD have helped ) More on this later.  I know it's a waste of my mental energy to be mad at anyone.  I know it well.  So why do I slide into the mud of anger?  Over such a small thing.  Who really cares who helps and who doesn't.  The project is already a success.  And I'm moving on.  People who don't help have to live with themselves. 

Emmie called and offered to help me with Christmas shopping.  Nice of her when she is so busy herself.  

I went to Target for gift cards and wrapping materials .  People like Target gift cards.  You don't have to wonder.  

Then,  I made dinner for Luke,  MKate and I.  I fixed salmon in a sweet onion sauce,  mashed brocoflowers in coconut oil,  with squash.  Delicious.  Watching those t.v. chefs pays off.  

Luke played the Messiah.  MKate and I go to hear Messiah every year.  Sometimes it's a challenge to stay awake.  MKate and I eat chocolate.  The music is soothing,  and the concert is long.  Luckily tonight the conductor decided to make some cuts.  I don't care how fab the music is,  people get tired.  And then they fall asleep.  Which is funny. 

Usually Peter and Paul is cold as ice.  Tonight it was actually warm and comfy.  

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